c0mments! WHY WHY WHY!
THE holidays are gonna end soon if i end up in JC
well this really scare the hell out of me.ppl say JC life is fucking tough they say its stressful and yes i am really worried for it. furthermore i havent had the best holiday i think i had the worst holiday its full of feelings of boredom insecuirty and dreaming dreaming of things i wont be able to get. I do really want to enjoy my last few days of holidays but i have how no freaking idea!im in doubt on where will i live im in doubt of what to do.im confused over things. WHen i asked if i can go out and play and its boring they will dfucking say i got bad influence and im super playfil the fact that i stayed home for most of the times. they just dont get it. theya re still tuck at the old days method! they even described sleeping as entertainment! for fuck! jsut because of 1 bday party i attend they claimed that i have so much freedom and wadever.i really want to play and have fun. ANd I realise that i nvr get to do the things i reli want to do the sub combinations and even the school choosing. they want me to be in top class in top school in everything. there are just too much expectations. they claim to give me freedom by eltting me choose what school i want to go eyah tight... u can choose ur school no pressure at all........... but rmb our main aim is uni and poly v hard to get in uni scaring me pressuring me and there go i chose jc. and when i chose JC do i get wad i want?! i cant even choose the school i want to go its all about them making life choices for me wad they think is best.. and i tried arguing i tried teling them my opionions whad do i get? I was told that im rebellious and i shld reflect? wth?! and the next thing they say is that i should be a lawyer coz im good at rebutting ppl wth!? im really frstrated! i want to have i want to play! i wanna do the things i enjoy doing!
And all the things i done words might sya its much appreciated but i dun seee it i reli dont! even a bye was hard to be said.conversations were cold. i just dont feel it mayeb its cause wad i have cant be seen its always behind the scene nobody will know ppl will just always crop up infront and claim all the credit snatching it away happily. maybe im not patience enough not goood enought but yet i still feel that i did alot and yet stillf ailing i reli wanna give up. U are more concern of opthers being hurt than me. u got jealous of others but u nvr look at urself...im easily jealous i know... but i always hide it well im sensitive yes i am but well i will just get scolding while you will protect others whio are sensitive.without me i doubt there will be any planning and yet no one knows is my effort coz credits will all be stolen/I just wanna do wad i wan i just wanna be happy playing i just want thsi to end soon...

c0mments! Hey Today im gonna talk about my class 4e1!

Well our class is neither the best in teamwork nor the most competitive but we do have people who care for each other! It might be too late but our class had the best class spirit the last week of school! well it was awesome really!
Our class consist of diffrent groups:

the myanmar group consisting of suzin hsu judi yoon yi and fatimmah! well this group as far is the most hardworking one they are studious yet playful at times.

the china g7: idk to describe them studious or playful they are bunch of mysterious girls rowdy yet hardoworking!

the china models:this group i dont knwo them well!

NURULS: this gang consist of nuruls ain aqilah rush and nurul claudia! they are small and fierce!wellfun too!

the krishna: well since we have a small group of boys we are mostly tgt but this group is the diffrent side coz they are more focused in calss then we are

well in my sec 4 lifes i have many thoughts why cant i concentrate in class! it is very rare for me to listen in class other than amaths. Every lesson will be spent by us smsing, joking around , makin gfun of people or even sleeping mayb e copying hw! talking abt teachers and fantasizing teachers LOL!

and ya as in for amaths i had a reversal of role here! in the beggining of the year i got a1 and suppose to teach leddin who got f9 and by june it was a total reverse leddin got a1 and i got f9 and it was the other way around isntead of teaching im being taught by leddin.

Chemistry class will always be full of us talking abt ms gan or maybe trying a few qns b4 kevin got fed up or fathih go on holiday mood.we never spend a full lesson doing work fully

Physics this is worse we spend our time playing stardunk behind the class and totalyy ignoring kenghocks talking! And yes we struggled in both thsi sub chem and phy

Bio well KEVIN is most focused int hsi sub! left leddin andI. well we talked alot esp abt sex jsut coz its bio related. haha but when we dont talk we will end up making own self revisiion behind..

SS well i can say im one of mdm azizahs good student who dont distract tthe class by sleeping!

history well i cant talk in this class nor can i sleep due to the smll size of the class no!

emaths i do spend most of the time doing problemsomes with jothie but i never really pay attention! hope i dont get karma and end up not getting distinctions for emaths

english as usual less litening and more crapping with claudia and worst sitting partner fatimma(princess)

this 4e1 class achieved a surprising 3rd place for cheering competition with some accusation from president but we still did our best! go 4e1 ! we changed alot as a class i still remember cleay the sec 3 camp where it was hard just to get people to stand in a line while now we can cheer properly ! good job 4e1 ! a class i will miss alot

c0mments! Its a new year 2011!
lets look back at 2010. One of the most challenging year out of my 17 years of life but its also one of the most fun year! Started the year in a holiday mood! it went on for quite some time! Playing basketball, going out everyday instead of preaparing for O! higlight of january will be Tere's bday!

2010 provided me with my greatest bday party! thanks guys it really pink! After my birthday things started going hard but im the one who chose it to go that way. I believe the outcome will be great. quarells love everything! hoping that i made the correct decision!

Comes October O level started and was rushing against time to prepare! Well i manage to do it ! the only 2 sub that im worried is bio and phy but i far over! Its really not wise to have problems during this period but sometimes its unavoidable so must just face it !

November O over time to play all day long..well its fun but its a pocket eater! well with us departing and going apart nw i must choose friends that i should keep and friends that i iwll leave to disappear! There are some that i tolerated for the past years and some who i over reacted to! there are some who are too precious to be lost and im gonna put in effort to make sure i wont lose them!

Now its january a few days moer to result taking! i definitely hope i will do just fine! at most 17 points please! I am hoping to get in the same school as tere ! hopefully! or maybe go to poly (chances slim) and wish to stay at signature park coz its just a great place to stay and of course awesome neighbour desiree! I also hope to clear my phone bills right sher its a pain in the neck! My pal wil always be here with me hopefully! and ahpek ! I want to work but i guess i have no push to work ! and elarning how to drive! i must learn ! even claudias mom who is at her height can drive ! I also wish to colour hair like sam!! PINK! and also train like jason! but all not possible coz im not aloowed or too lazy! qq will u forget me le? hope ahma and emily will do fine in aussie!AND STUPID ANDY FIND A HOUSE QUICK AND FIX UR XBOX SO WE CAN NBA AGAIN!

Im so looking foward to chinese new year! buying new clothes1 since iwll be 18 i shall dress abit moremature this year! and looking foward to meet my cousins ! lets party guys ! go beach chat till midnioght go around ! food party!

I also read an old friend of mine's blog well she turbned into a party girl and seemed to be interested in sex tourism cool! hahaha interested anyone? hahaha! im not how my life will turn will i be like her or turn to be a nerd or a sporty guy? or i might be dead in 2012! who knows cherisha dn grab oppurtinities always and stay positive!